Okey so I’m still sick and alone in my room. What I wouldn’t do for some love right now.. You know what I’m talking about right girls? A guy who can fuzz over you, get you stuff and well just be there. Watch idiotic movies.. and stuff.. anyways since I don’t have the possibility for that.. I’ve been sitting in my room all day listning to music, reading crappy books and chatting on MSN. Yaaaaay for a real life when you’re sick.

Anyways, when I was listing to my music I came to realize that almost all of it is just crap. Ew. I love music but half my music library is crappy. I need to get a new computer so I can download songs and stuff again. My limewire won’t work, and my bit lord won’t work. Fucking things. Hate the with a passion. I need new songs. I should just get rid of it all but what about when I feel sentimental and want to listen to my rap and well ugly whiny music? Help… I’m such a.. . I don’t even think they have a word for it. I know that I don’t. Not without using a dictionary, but I can’t be bothered with finding one. Right now, I’ll just float on my crappy American English haha I suck. I know. Aaaahhh Keith Urban… who doesn’t love “ Tonight I wanna cry?” God makes me want to cry… So hard.

Well back to my point. SO I have sooo many songs in my library that I want to delete, but just find myself incapable of doing so. What should I do? Help……