Bad bad news...

Last week was pretty shitty for me. Lots of things where just going to hell... Still I was looking forward to a new week with new possibilities... You know... sometime I think I'm haunted or something. Or at least not allowed to have a normal life at all.. I'm not going to make this a very very long blog though I feel that I need to get it out.

Yesterday I went to my dads ( divorced parents), happy as ever since I didn't start work until 19.00 ( 7pm). I though we where just going to hang out, watch some Hyacinth Bucket or whatever her name is and relax. Oh how wrong I was. My dad looked serious and a bit troubled but I didn't want to pry or anything. If he had something to tell me then he could just you know... Go ahead with stuff... Next thing you know... Wham.. he drops the bomb.. My uncle ( his younger brother) has just received news that he has colon cancer. The doctors just found it in a blood test, but they don't know how agressive it is, nor do they know how long it's been there... SHIT. CANCER. FUCKING CANCER. AAAAAAGAIN.

I can't begin to describe how I'm feeling right now. It's just weird you know... knowing that one of your relatives have a really serious disease and you don't know if that person will survive it at all.

Though, I hope they can get it all out and that he'll have many many years yet to live. It was just last week or the week before that my mum told me that my aunt ( her sister) got the diagnose regarding breast cancer. So it's just all... very very frustrating. I don't feel like things are settling down. Life is running past me. Escalating into something I can't control and it scares me shitless.

Although I'm not a religious person, trust me... My prayers right now is for my uncle and my aunt. Hopefully they'll both come out on the good side. Alive and healthy..

Just as you guys know, at least you girls, there are ways to watch out for cancer. Females are more likely to get breast cancer so I'm begging you all:

WOMEN:

* Check yourself at least once a week. DO A BREAST EXAMINATION
-----> http://www.patient.co.uk/showdoc/40000260/

* For you women over 25. Go regualarly to a specialist. Mammography can save YOUR life.
---> http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mammography

Men

Prostate cancer is common.. Check out these tips so you can always be on the safe side:
---> http://www.netdoctor.co.uk/menshealth/facts/checkingtesticles.htm