Marriage: At the age of 20 -

Oh my God... what is it with people these days? I'm freaaaaking out.. WHY ARE THEY GETTING MARRIED? Jesus Christ... I'm sorry... but I don't care how much in love you are at the age of 17-18-19-20... YOU'RE STILL LIVING LIFE... or at least you used to. Shit...

For me, marriage is so way ahead into the future I don't even want to think about it and here... 2/3 of my friends back in the USA are either married, getting married, having their first child or their third. HOLY MOTHER FUCKER. Sorry. I just don't feel that when you're that young, you really know what you want for yourself in 10-15 years. Vows are actually pretty heavy stuff and.. well it's not the "happily ever after because I'm fucking under Gods blessed eye," IT'S JUST WRONG! or at least it is for me. Sorry. Jesus. It's freaking me out over here.

I'm so happy that I'm a European. Shit. At least I know I can do what I want when I want with whom I want and I don't need a fucking ring on my finger. And just so we are clear: I would rather have an abortion if I got pregnant now then keep the child. Just because I'm still a kid at heart pluss... I know how to protect myself during sex. It's called the Pill and... voila: CONDOM....