Oh yeeeeeah

I have a new cell baby.. the other one said byebye after only 6 months... who cares? My new one is sooo much better:




Isn't it preeettty?? Samsung Soul=) Oh I absolutley love it!!! LOVE IT... )( I know after a month I'll probably hate it)

Friday... it got really hot....

What did I do? This is probably not for you who is overly concerned.
Well... I forgot that I had a pan on the stove... Bam.... yes... Fire...


Never EVER leave a pan with frying oil in it alone even for a second. I can't remember everything I've been so panicked....so stupid. The pan caught fire, it went up into the fan.... though thank God my neighbor and I got it under control and there wasn't much damaged. The stove, the fan, the pot. That's it. Oh and my hand... I actually grabbed the pan....which was on fire... don't worry it's nothing major. I have some spots on my foot to but it's okey. The doctor said that I was lucky. My burn is more considered as a sunburn without the nice tan after. I have one finger that is suffering from a very light 2nd degree burn. Just on bubble. All in all...frightening.

So kids. That was my weekend. Nursing my hand.... having a bbq yesterday... and yes I got drunk and did bbq with my left hand lol ( that's the one that is alright) Just remember...never leave nor forget what you are doing in the kitchen

Next thing you know there might be a fire, panic, two firetrucks, 3 ambulances, 1 cop car.. and a reporter... great.... here is the results...

I’m calling out your name in the darkness,
Can you hear my cry?
The pain that jabs through my soul time after time
The sting of death that pulls me closer, the ray of light fading away.
I’m loosing myself in the shadows of another day.
Time passes me by though I don’t feel, nothing but what I used to be.

They come and go before they leave you alone.
To perish under their judgmental state, to rot under their evil eyes.
I feel alone, my soul yearns for something new, something that nobody has felt before
The time is coming but I can’t feel anything but agony

Pour my heart out to one of you, then the next day they all knew
That I’m bruised and damage, destroyed and not new
The day will come when I will just be another shadow in the past
The light will perish from my eyes and I will look on this world with sad eyes

I just hoped that the day would never come, but now I’m sitting all alone with these evil thoughts with their cries. The laugh all day while I sit and cry.
Will you ever understand? That I’m not half of what I been, the day my sun left my eyes.
Was the day you just stood there and let me die.

LoL

Today I went through another set of boxes and guess what I found.... Old scribbles and doodles. Oh how we love old scribbles and doodles from another "lifetime". All from "I love...." and sweet words to drawings of somethings that was probably awesome way back when.. Oh well who am I kidding? Being sentimental seems like my ally heck I've run through almost 5 dvd's of season one of One Tree Hill.. That means... 5x4=20 episodes yay....

So to you exclusively here are some of my doodles that I've probably nicked of someone else:

MENtal anxiety
MENal breakdown
MENstrual cramps
MENopause.....
Did you ever notice how all our problems begins with MEN?

When life gives you lemons,
get a bottle of tequila
and some salt

I maybe a cruel and heartless bitch but damn... I'm good at it.

The only thing I have to fear is fear itself.

To catch me you gotta be fast, to find me you have to be smart. But to BE ME......damn you must be kidding.

True friends

True friends leave footprints on your heart, just a friends footprints gets washed away.
A good friend would be there to bail you out of jail, a bestfriend would be sitting next to you saying " damn that was fun"
Do what you want and say what you feel because those that mind, don't matter and those that matter don't mind.
Friends are those people who never have to listen to your entire sentence.....they already know what's coming.
Truly great friends are people who are hard to find, difficult to leave and impossible to forget.
There's people you've known forever....who like...you know....in a way that other people can't. They see if you've changed. They LET you change. Friends are forever, boys are whatever but when worst comes to worst... my girls comes first.

Don't ever be afraid to come to me and cry.
Don't ever hesitate to look me in the eye.
Don't ever be afraid to tell me how you feel.
Remember, your my girls and we got to keep it real.
We were not sisters by birth but we knew from the start. Fate brought us together to be sisters by heart. Shoot for the moon and if you miss, you'll land among the stars.

To the one who inspired so many...

Yesterday, a young equestrian fell of her horse in Denmark and died. She was one of Norway's most inspiring and fair rider who had been a idol for many young girls. I didn't know her personally but when you are in an environment filled with woman, men, boys and girls who share the same interest some names just stick out. Hers did. It was a great loss for everyone who knew her, friends and family especially.

You know as I sit here and pay my respect to the 18 year old who unfortiunatly lost her life due to a miss calculation, it hurts. But what scares me the most is what a wakener it was. Everyday, someone looses their life but still.. this sport,this wonderfull and exciting sport which so many people contribute to you would never think something like this could really happen. But it did. The horse got the fence between he's two front legs and it was done. She fell off and the horse landed ontop of her. She was declared dead on the spot. Let's just pray that she didn't feel any pain.

Now when I look back at my years as an equestrian, things are put more in perspective. These large animals who dose their best to please everyone including them selfs can be dangerous. Still things like these don't happen everyday. Usually you can just get up and walk away, with only your pride a bit bruised along with your rump. Nothing more. Lets not complain when we fall of, lets just be happy that we are still alive and remember the ones who lost their lives.

You will always be remembered.... Rest in peace.....

Moving

Today has to be one of the most... weird days in my life. Memories have flown inside my head and now I'm watching season one of One Tree Hill. Sentimental? Me? You are joking... haha. Well me and my mum went through piles upon piles of boxes so we could sort out which was mine and which belonged to her. Took us about... 7 hours to finish but.. ey we got it done and I threw away some crap. Yes I did, I don't think mum threw anything. At. All. And we have heaps upon heaps with crap. Old school books, toys, china. Just stuff for me but when I look at it, it really means something to her. Memories and all that. Me being about 5 feet not 5'11, having blond hair and loving personality. Man things change. Still.. my mum is the same and you know.. I love her for it. Family is the best. Now I'm even scared of getting my own place. Damn people time moves so fast you don't even know it before it's gone.

Bottom line, next time you throw out something: think about the memories concected to that thing. Why did you keep it and why did you pay something for it? It's fun!
Well I'm off to bed now.

Ciao

For once I have a Friday night off... for once. Now I'm sitting downstairs in the living room with my mother... god I'm bored and there is no one worth speaking to on MSN. Life as I know it...sucks... I've been invited out tonight and tomorrow but.. I can't afford anything. Nothing nada. I'm broke and.. well living at home with nothing to do. PLEASE...SOS. Anyways.. I'm sitting here in a large green chair ( don't ask me where my mum picked it up.. I really don't wanna know), watching someone on the tv with shoulderpads... shoulder pads.. means the movie was made in the 80s... I can't stand 80s movies.. They are just so... Hallmark.. and heck wouldn't you know.. my mum is watching... taddda HALLMARK. The only channel on this earth that shows movies with women hitting early menopause. So... I looked opon this weekend with hope and joy.. Now the only thing I'm looking forward to is going to the movies on Sunday with mum. Mamma Mia... oh yeeeeeeeah:)

Way...

I can see you...
I feel you...
So close...
So far away...
The trial of the heart, the sorrow of the faith.
The grace of a girl, the novelty of the man.
How can they wander towards something together though fall away from the path?
The single narrow part that would lead them together has lead them apart.
Soul meets soul.
There is nothing more to say. The path is laid. Will you walk the right Way?

Well...

Guess what.. I though I was going to be late for work today because I just haaad to wait for a reply in an RP I'm taking part of. Me, the knuckle head of all knuckle heads had to sit around and read, before I took of in my pretty little Opel Corsa City, spinning to work realizing I had about 20 minuets to get to work, log on and be... well happy. Let me introduce you to the story: I takes me around 20-25 minuets to get to work. Ergo I have a problem already.... this sucks... Then I need at least 5 minuets to log on and get ready.. this is after I've struggled to get up all the stairs. Spoken with the lady in the front, found myself something to drink and most importantly... found myself a good chair... Just think about sitting for 6-7 hours on a horrible chair.. you get my point don't you? Oh well... so I was speeding to get to work... When I FINALLY got on the freeway.. well traffic... terrific... I love traffic while either a woman is singing about bleeding love or a man singing about how big of a toss pot he is on the radio. Brilliant... Well I finally get through and then.. voila I hit a red light, mind you I have about... hmm.. Five minuets to get to work.. God... Well when I finally got there, excusing my arse off... My boss looks at me like I'm crazy and I ask her what's wrong. Turns out... I wasn't supposed to be in before 19.00.... Do you think I cursed myself left and right and everywhere? Oh yes.. I'm standing there like a fool at 14.05 ready to be sacked and my boss laughes because I'm a tiny whiny bit early... What a perfect day...

Creative day... I think not...

You know... it's been along time since I blogged last... If you can remember me I had one with only whining.. then I had one with sex and now... Well I don't really know what this one will be.. Today when I got up I started to think about what I did last year during the summer and it occurred to me that I was working. Not here in cold Norway no... I was working in the USA with some of my friends at their fathers restaurant. Omg I miss those times, even if i had to get up at 5 and open up and let oh horror Amish ( really have a phobia against Amish I don't know why) and other American wankers in for a meal. Mmmm American food is nice, fattening but nice. Anyways back to the story. It kinda reminded me that I have to be greatful for what I already have. They struggled to keep the ends meeting while I whine about not getting salary before hmm... the 22nd. God I'm stupid. So why did I want to put this in my blog? You see the diner right on the pic? Well that's their place. Indiana, Silverlake, The Kiefer Iron skillet. Go there. You won't regret it. They have the best food in the world.